Shades of Grey

Night

She comes at night. Always dressed in black. A smile says 'I am happy to be here'. Never for long enough. A kiss says 'I am happy to be here with you'. She sits on the bed. Black against the grey sheets and white walls. I don't want to fall asleep. Sleeping is morning. Morning is leaving. For now, it is black outside. Inside, there are white walls, grey sheets, a 'London Calling' poster, the girl in black, a kiss, and me. It is enough for now. I don't need more, I just need time.

Day

There are colors now. A hairpin left on the floor. Insecurity left in me.